MOLASSES SUITE POETRY:SELECTION-ANGEL RUN


Angel Run





I know why I was assigned this position. I know why

I just can't leave. The signs flash continuously,

simultaneously, daily. If you are bored. In case of

boredom take the closed sign off your mind. Try,

living again. Try to create a new. The only physical

thing for angels to do. I died that day, so that you

could live. Truly be free. Truly be happy.



Dropped her off in distant lands on foreign sands.

But she doesn't love me any more. What does that say

for me? But she doesn't love me any more. Kissed her

by lilac fields. Held her to the sky till the sunlight

filled her hair. But she doesn't love me any more.

Buy her anything because it's my call to duty.

But she doesn't love me any more. Love so unique

it's just like each, and every breath I breath. But

she doesn’t love me any more. Trouble is nothing but

a bubble inside of a champagne bottle. But she doesn't

love me any more. One to many times I hurt you,

I broke your heart.



Now I just can't walk away. Even if I wanted to.

As I physically stray from the truth. Memory prepares

a table before me. So I just keep running, until the

day runs out. I then flirt with the darkness, that

seems to hold its own light. It opens my eye lids,

and holds them in place. Robbed of the luxury of

blinking. I am transfixed on the physical, and mental

mutilation of your heart, and mind that I have caused.

Your tears are all the evidence I need. To confirm.

I fuckked up. Fuckked up real bad. Stuck in a moment

for a lifetime. Moment of mistake. Moment of regret.

Moment of eternity. No turning back. No getting over.

The sh!t just can't be fixed.



Words of wonder; don't ever run from your future. It

will only mean that you will be headed back towards

your past, losing twice as much time, standing still.

Deleting your present. Always. Quest on for happiness,

for truth, for love.



You once called me your angel. I have a question

for myself. What kind of angel are you? I don't know

the answer to that question, but I can tell you true.

I'm up in the sky. Right outside of Heaven.

All the seats are taken. So I'm saving you mine.



LQ.

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